Sitting here thinking

I really should not be allowed to be alone. It does nothing but get me in trouble. I have time to sit and think about things that are only going to upset me. This usually involves thinking about my mom and how much I miss her.
I have been thinking a lot about my current relationship with father and I can't help but to think about how she would handle the situation. She would have had this whole thing solved in about 5 minutes. But wihout her around I am stuck with all of this drama with Dad 8 years later.
It would be nice to just be able to talk to her again. I would love to hear her perspective on things. She always did know how to handle Dad and me. After all we do share a lot of the same character flaws.
I just miss her terribly.