Crossroads

I've come to a crossroads with my relationship with my Father. After another long conversation with him and much soul searching I have decided what it is I am going to do.
I am going to suck it up and deal, in so many words. If I want any type of relationship with the man, I have to get over myself and forgive and forget a lot of things. This is a very hard thing for me to do, but I am going to work on it and see where that takes me. I guess I can't be any worse off than I already am.